Tears By Leessang

Assalamualaikum...

Hari ni nak share lagu Leessang...lama2 dengar sedap pulak...orang cakap lagu ni untuk Song Ji Hyo...ehem ehem...kalau la monday couple tu kawen kat best...diorang tu mcm padan je :D 

English Translation:

After you left, I’m always sad
No matter how sad I am, the sadness is not enough
I look for a place to hurt and hide
In front of my dark house, in my stopped car, in front of your house
A life without love is like poverty, the only thing remaining is an empty room
You and I, we’re like day and night, which cannot be together
The only thing we split and shared is longing
You get drunk one night, come to me and fuss that you’re gonna sleep with me
You touch my happy trail and say that you wanna lay down in my arms
You ask me why I’m always so busy and silently cry
You say didn’t mean it and that you always believe me
You and everything of you that always protected me
Has now become longing

Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

We have bad attachments rather than good attachments^
We fight all the time and go for days without seeing each other
But we wanted each other so much
Because we loved each other, because we couldn’t live without each other
The freckles on your body, the food you can’t eat
When we kiss and made up after fighting
When we tightly held hands while driving
I remember all of those things
Even if you’re not next to me for a moment, I get nervous
After letting you go, I easily get blank
I hate the changing world
I forcefully take out your memories
Your name, face, laughter, scent
There are so many memories you gave to me
There is so much soul that you left to me
They come to life and find to me
I crush them all with the word, love

Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

My tears, tears, tears
Once again tears, tears, tears
Again silently – I don’t wanna know
It smears my memories

Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

Dah pandai dah pakai tudung fareeda

Hi assalamualaikum..

malam ni aku nak cerita kisah aku & tudung fareeda...nyata jelita...hehe...saje je nak cerita...

sebelum ni aku tak minat tudung fareeda ni gara2 ade kawan tulis kat facebook cakap kalau pakai tudung fareeda mcm Ultraman sebab ade brooch kat tengah2 tu kan...dah tu bila pakai tengah2 hari nanti kene matahari dah bersinar2 mcm ultraman...hahaha

lagi satu aku rasa kalau pakai tudung fareeda ni mcm muka aku matured la pulak ( ni ayat tak sedo diri ke hape?) mcm dah umur 33 tahun...haha...kalau pakai shawl tu rasa mcm 20an je...

selain tu aku rasa tudung fareeda ni mahei bebenor...org jual kat fb tu smpai 200++ pung ada...aku ni dah la surirumah sepenuh masa...gaji bulanan aku pung cukup2 shopping baju kat forever 21 je...hehe

tapi masa nak kenduri kawen adik ipar aku, aku dok pikir la nak pakai tudung ape kan...tudung radiusite? tudung sugarscarf? tudung devout shop? :D

kakak ipar aku nak pakai tudung ala fareeda tapi jenama paridah...boleh tempah kat dia...ikot kaler yg kita nak n panjang yg kita nak...tapi hrga nya dah lebih kurang tudung fareeda original je...so aku hold je dulu

lepas tu ade 1 hari tu aku jalan2 kat Lot 88 servey tudung...masuk butik fareeda tapi dia cakap esok baru bukak( sabtu) pukul 11...ok la esoknya aku pung berkobar datang kul 12...

mak aiiii....kene beratur amik no...no 97 kot masa tu....tunggu punya tunggu kul 1.45 baru dapat masuk...ce bayangkan mcm mane perasaan aku masa tu...dengan lapo nya...huhu...

masuk tu tudung dah tak banyak...tapi tetiba ternampak kaler yang aku nak cari tu ada la pulak...memang matching dengan baju tema kitorang masa kenduri tu nanti...apa lagi aku pung amik & bayar...dan blah...alang2 dah menunggu lama kan aku pung terpaksa la beli....rugi tak beli...hahaha

start situ la bila butik tu open je aku mesti pi & beli...sehelai je pung....oh ye utk pengetahuan korang butik ni bukak sebulan sekali tu pung masa hujung bulan je...tapi sekarang dia dlm proses nak bukak hari2 sebab sambutan sangat hot....

sebenarnya kalau beli kat butik tak semahal beli online okeh...walaupung aku terasa mcm ultaraman ke aku abaikan je la...hahaha...sebenarnya rasa selesa je pakai...kain dia best...tgk la harga kan...cuma kalau boleh mintak owner dia labuhkan sket tudung tu biar tutup dada :) aku dah beli saiz L tu tapi still mcm pendek lagi kan...al maalom le leher aku ni ala2 model...leher jinjang la katakan...hahaha...

setakat ni aku dah berjaya la memiliki beberapa helai lagi tudung fareeda...hahaha...hasil berjimat cermat & hasil basuh seluar laki aku...kehkehkeh...

sekian terima kasih :)

D&C Part 2

Kita sambung kisah Part 1 :)

Lepas d&c tu memang tak rasa apa2...tak rasa sakit pung...cuma terasa senak kat perot...kadang2 macam kembong perot...doktor ada pakaikan kita pad ikat tu...ada keluar darah sikit je...dr kevin bagi obat antibiotik je utk 3 hari...

Bila balik umah tu aku baring je...orang2 yg berpengalaman semua nasihatkan aku pantang jugak mcm org bersalin...pakai stokin jugak lebih selesa...aku pung pantang makan jugak...masa kat hospital tu diorang bagi makan ayam masak kicap...giler sedap je rasa sebab lapo...haha...tapi esoknya rasa merenyam2 kat ari2 tu....itu tandanya kita takleh makan yg gatal2...tapi ada sestengah ok je...ikot orang jugak...tapi yg penting jgn makan telur...takut bernanah...huhu...seremmmm...

Lepas hari kedua aku bleeding....mula tu panik gak...takut la kan kalau2 dlm tu luka ke hape....lps tu teringat doktor ckp mmg akan bleeding lps tu...tapi tak banyak pung....mcm kita period dah pertengahan tu...aku pung kompiuh jugak tu bleeding ke or aku period...ade gak keluar darah berketul2 tapi tak banyak...

Bagi aku memang perkara biasa period aku berketul2...memang dari dulu...dan period juga tak tetap...tu salah satu tanda kot dinding rahim aku tebal...

Seminggu lepas tu aku pi cek balik...darah aku keluar lagi...lepas tu doktor kevin bagi aku obat SunoLut Norethisterone...dia bagi utk 3minggu sebijik pagi & sebijik malam...doktor cakap lepas abis makan obat ni kita akan period & lepas tu period kita akan tetap tiap2 bulan...kalau tak tetap gak dia soh datang cek balik...kalau ok je lagi 3 bulan baru jumpa...dating lagi dgn dr kevin :)

Oh ye...ramai gak yang tanya mcm mane cyst aku boleh kecik & kecut...aku pung tak tau...aku takde pulak pegi urut ke or makan obat ape2...cuma aku ada minum garam buluh selama setahun lebih dan tidor atas tilam Bio Velocity Sleepmate selama 3 bulan lebih ( masa aku update ni) kedua2 ni produk Hai-O Marketing...dah en hubby aku tu bukak stokis Hai-O kan kene la makan produk2 Hai-O....

Kalau nak tau pasal tilam tu boleh klik link di sini :)

http://norsurianaabdulrahman.blogspot.com/2012/10/pelapik-tilam-bio-velocity-bio-velocity.html

Kalau nak tau pasal garam buluh klik kat sini pulak :)

http://norsurianaabdulrahman.blogspot.com/p/garam-buluh.html

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